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Thursday, October 28
Had chemistry practical today, had the fright of my life when Mr Ong YH came in and warned us about carelessness when doing the double indicator titrations. Wa sian, i didn't think it will come out and i dun even have the notes to revise on the spot. Was in an extreme state of panic, lucky i managed to borrow one and starting mugging conscientiously for 15mins. Didn't really manage to grasp the concept but then got no time left, so no choice had to anyhow whack during the practical. Luckily for me, i think i've got it right, cos my frenz also got roughly the same answers as me.
Then the kinetics was a breeze, but then think i was too careful when doing that part and in the end lost some time in that section. Then the QA ar, wa nothing to say sia. Firstly dun have deductions column then dunno whether need to write the identities of the precipitates anot. In the end decided to play safe and i crammed all the deductions into the observations column. Plus i oso cheated abit la cos by the time i got my calcium hydroxide ready all the gas gone liao, so dunno wad gas evolved. But then i saw abit of white ppt in the delivery tube left behind by 1st shift, so i happily concluded carbon dioxide was evolved and luckily it tallied with all my frenz' answers. But the other anion was a headache ar... everybody else wrote SO4, onli me write SO3 so abit stressed. But i swear the white ppt got dissolve lor, haiz... Sian 1/2...
Juz had a long chat with JK, about my relationship with K. He's the onli close fren of mine attached at the moment so he's in the best position to give me advice. JK said some things that really gave me something to think about. In a way i think wad he said made sense. Yea wads the use of a one-shot date when its not gonna matter at all, i shld be thinking of a long term relationship for me and her to know each other better, and tats wad i cannot give her due to my imminent enlistment. Now tats the only time ever in my life that i've hated being fat, gotta go in early for PTP. Perhaps i shld let her go and maybe she'll find someone who can give her real happiness. Real love is about giving, not taking. Though it hurts my heart to see her with another guy, but i dun wan her to be unhappy. Lets not be selfish, i wun jeopardise her interests for mine.
Really hoping she'll still be available on the day we collect A levels results, tats the time which i feel i can provide her with the love she wans, as i've completed BMT by then. And of course i would have shedded the kilos and maybe become a much more confident person. Will she wait for me???
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